I'm a Mountain

Im in a slouching sitting position when we started. Im amazed that eventually I got to hold my sitting position like meditating for a couple of hours then eventually at the end I lay down. 😂

So going in deep, I remember there was a moment that id want it to stop because it gave me series of recent memories but in a fast forward phase and it almost feels like its a simulation of the current events which were so vivid but there is no feelings. I even asked myself at some point if it was real. And when I removed my headphones and do some breathing, the feelings linger then suddenly it was like so slow. I wonder maybe it gave me a glimpse of having no purpose feels like or being empty. I dont know how to explain accurately. Then afterwards, I remember being a mountain amd hugging something below. It was so serene. The air feels like water on my fingertips and its inviting my hands to move.

 Overall experience was fun. I was able to sleep easily and wake up early without headache too

Thank you these notes are very helpful..  so to be clear you had human memories with no feeling that was uncomfortable for you the  later you were a mountain hugging the earth?

Was this the first time you were not human in your experience?

Yes. Like that. i dont feel the attachment or connection even to Angel or Jovs in those recent events. Its confusing because it my recent memories.

Im not hugging the earth. But i think the trees? Because i was like a mountain bowing down something like that.

Yes its my first time not being human, does being a ghost count? 😂

maybe it is prepping you for something very non human or even non earth.. ive very often not been human nor even of an organic nature. More like a vibration or just an awareness without a form… i remember how light i felt.. as life has the weight of decisions and history and consequence.. life has weight… and i was weightless…  its rare for participants to have these experiences so early..   i encourage you to think about what makes you uncomfortable? And why?  Can u imagine being at peace and still curious if u are anything? Or would that scare u to be a thing u can not even yet imagine? 🙂

This made so much sense to me. I think youve got the right term of I felt which was being weightless. It only made me uncomfortable because Im used to being connected with my travel and having emotions. This time it feels like I was just passing by and merely observing without being affected. With you explaining it that we can be without a form doesnt scare me but made me more curious and now im aware the possibility of it.

 My fave part is being a mountain. The experience is calming and almost feels like cleansing. Thats why maybe the end of the trip I felt lighter was able to slept easily 😁